Lost my only 4 divines

Yesterday I had my only 4 divine orbs
Today when I log in I find to have zero
Ik I didn’t use them for trading I’m on the lower end of the player base
And I have nothing of value that I would use them on let alone 4
Idk what happened but I feel like I just wasted my time and money on a game that would gladly take my resources and then proceed to spit on me
Might as well spend my time playing Fortnite or Diablo