I hate getting my third ascendancy point

I'm stuck not getting my third ascendancy points I hate having to do trial of the sekemas it's a stupid mode with an arbitrary health bar that is honor I mainly fail because my honor gets to zero and it's not a fun mode I fun trial of chaos better it's funner but I can't get any of the coins to drop so I'm stuck doing sekemas I try stacking honor resistance but it doesn't work I still fail and I'm losing interest in the game because I can't get my third point that's all I want