not whining, just my own feedback

I really don't want to discount the great work GGG has put into POE 2, all I want to say is that for me, it's too hard, the mini boss encounters to frequent, where I die 3 -4 times (or more), just to fight through another section where there is again a hard mini boss. That is usually the time, where I just exit the game out of frustration being unable to level my character and have to spend 15, 20 minutes on one boss. my main reason for gaming is to relax, yes engaging and thinking and trying.
I am not new to POE, although I have to say, I am NOT a good or very skilled player, I never got a season character to level 100, (LVL 94 was my highest - that talks about the story, that I am not a good player. And I am not a rushing fast player, I take my time, so my reasoning, that the monsters are too hard, is not that I want to get to the endgame ASAP, its simply not fun, to die that often and having to spend time ( without level gain on one instance ), just to encounter in 10 minutes another 20 minute fight.
So please, no hate responses, its only MY OWN feedback, and I LOVE GGG and everything they have achieved, and I know, they listen to the community. I love GGG for their attempt to bring depth into their games, unlike Diablo, which is so superficial.
I just realized, I never posted this post. well now after many more hour's game play, I wanted to add - what's with the terrible item drop and or lack of currency drop/ I was looking forward to finally be in the cruel act, hoping to find more but there's really no change, still mostly whites and barely any currency. I have given up on finding items to make me stronger but also don't want to craft because my crafting materials are so few. really not sure, what the reasoning behind that is and it makes the game a very joyless experience for me.
Ok, that's all I wanted to say, and yes English is my second language (should somebody lash out of how poorly I am expressing my thoughts.
Thank you, GGG for listening :)