Cannot craft a new Summon Raging Spirit gem after failing to vaal it for sockets

Hello there!

I was trying to craft a 4 socket skillgem for Raging Spirits.

Failed to do so, destroyed the gem throwing it on the floor, pressed Destroy button.

Then tried to create a lvl 14 new one for a new attempt but it does not appear in the list.

I figured I might have not destroyed it somehow, however, after looking for it everywhere I'm stuck being unable to craft a new gem and not being able to find the skill that is suposed to be somewhere. The unfortunate truth is that I do not have it in the inventory, it is not equipped in the skill tab list either and it's not in any of my stash tabs since I looked through all of them like 7 times with the filter on.

Any ideas? I'm hella stuck without it now.