Losing a map after dying 1 time

Just.. Who came up with the idea of after you die one time inside a map, you respawn in your hideout and lose all other 5 portals???

This shitty game doesn't give us good gear to begin mapping, doesn't give a reasonable amount of currency to buy out gear, like wtf GGG? Why are you taking all the bad things from all ARPGs and putting inside poe2 and even worsening then????

Next time make softcore characters die permanently too, like, remove softcore from the game already. And make ruthles the default dificult, cuz no one plays that shit on poe 1 so you force it on us in poe 2? wtf.