Opinion from vet PoE

I used to play this game back in the day when Vaal Oversoul was the final boss of the game - I think I might have even been in closed beta, not sure. Played it every now and than to catch up with new stuff and so on and was super hyped about PoE2 - but what is .... this??

I know this is early access and game is not polished and all but this.... this is not game.
I have tried 3 different classes.
Mercenary - have no idea what it needs (str, int,...) as I dont see it anywhere. I do not plan on searchign web just to see what I need to build character.
Next - witch. Played it for few quests got quite literally mauled. Deleted.
Played warrior - got farthest, end of act 1 boss - got constantly banged there, with like 2 shots. Deleted.
Took ranger - again got banged by a boss whom I can not defeat.
In other topic I read devs say they want us to grind so we can have satisfying kill once we get gear - I can spare an hour a day or 2 to have me some fun and I dont plan on spending 10 days on grind just to be able to get stuck at next boss. I am not hardcore player just someone who wants to have some fun - grind - sure, as soon as such services come online Ill just buy exalts and whatever for few bucks and progress.
Point is this is super hard, I have to have 50 skills pressed to have some damage and what not and with all that - whats the point?
In prerelease video some dev goes to vendor full with currency and shows some proper gear. I have like 0.1% of currency he has, I am not even sure alchemy orbs are in the game at all.
This game is super hard, oriented only toward hardcore players and honestly, after this post I will probably delete it. This is not PoE, I have no idea what *this* is.
I regret every single $ I spent for early access.
Oh and btw - I see more exalts than rare items - played game for 2 days have 4 exalts and 1 rare item. Totally balanced.
See you in few years (maybe).

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