what's happening?

https://youtu.be/e_2ZETwFplo

https://youtu.be/I0Kvgpi-Wes

I'm already tired of these gods, what should I do about it? I farm a lot of different maps for a long time, and I just get disconnected from the server, and the portals close, a fucking great game, thank you

moreover, the loot that I managed to collect, it is gone, it is not in the inventory