Please keep Faustu's respec system or core Kalguur!

Just a note this is my personal opinion and feedback as singular player and about what would help me as a player, maybe i am not only one and people will agree with me who knows. Im definetly not ranting same time.

Short version;
I love ruthless game mode, but lack of flexible respec ruins it for me.
The settlers of kalguur league has fixed it perfectly, and for now, i can enjoy making my own build and charachter.

LONG VERSION!!!;

I love making my own builds in form of having an initial idea, then playing and adapting, and growing it into something as long the game goes on while doing some tinkering and thinking with pobb.

But for over two thousands hours ive made and planned builds, made mistakes and over 90% of the time failed and wasted my time, or came up with something "meh-ish" feeling bad and uninstalling the game over and over and over again, it makes me feel miserable.
Why? Because i cannot afford to make mistakes, and im a person with a potato brain that makes alot of mistakes.

Thing is i love ruthless game mode but the one reason i couldnt play ruthless game mode with group of friends i have is because i cannot afford to make mistakes, thus couldnt afford to make my own builds, thus taking the fun out of game if i cannot make my own build, i really want to express myself by making my own build and learn more and figuring things out that way. without needing to kill kitava 20 times a row just to learn later that my build is useless in endgame like i am in real life. (Insert sad violing here)

Now settlers of kalguur is FIRST time ever, ive could made a unique, self made build on ruthless that actually is end game worthy because i can respec with coins and rethink and i love it. sure ive wasted all of my free respec points and countless thousands of coins for it, spend hours on pobb tree hitting my head against the wall, but still figuring new things out and actually IMPROVING.
im making a freaking HEALTHY progress with my charachter.

If i want in the future in new leagues or poe2 play in ruthless mode with my group of friends, i DO need a form of similarly "flexible" (Note; FLEXIBLE not free, i do like gathering coins for respec but not running 10 maps for 1 regret orb). Similarly flexible system.
Allowing me to make mistakes and trying new things out is the way i can grow and enjoy the ruthless mode of the game and play with my friends.

I have followed guided poe builds and learned fromt hem, but thing is i dont really want to make someone elses build, its like printing out artwork and placing it on a wall and calling it mine me and myself.

STILL SANE EXILE?!